We had been watching movies and the last movies we decided to watch were the marvel movies, I was disappointed by that. My bunk bed was on the precipice of a cliff, and I was laying face down on a plank of cliff just wide enough for my body. I was googling marvel movies to see which ones we had to see to understand the whole thing. Dreamt I saw the thing from fantastic 4 as if a scene from the movie.

Dreamt Lisa and I prepping for Christmas. On line waiting to mail letters. Letters sent by teams now. Long line through narrow corridor. Get to postal agent and she informs us of the absurd price. I get mad. We return home through thick snow. Neighbor is a strange place.

I’m driving my Corolla. Near grandmas apartment. Something bad happens and some crazy fucking lady tries to get into my car. I speed away up the hill, stopping between two people. I convince them to find out what happened with the scary lady. Hae Kim was being trafficked in a block of ice.

Vasectomies needed to be performed regularly, and by oneself. So I did it. We were on a train or something, and I used a razor blade to try and do it, but I cut myself too deeply. I find some weird bottle of disinfectant and try to find a doctor.

Scientific group working on Covid, but very unscientific and really just a bunch of older ladies.

Left this house and went down a rooftop area. Landed near a car on a tight roof and figure the car had to have gotten there somehow, found a slope down.

Some guy comes out threatens me with a gun. I knew he wouldn’t shoot me, so I continue on like nothing. He gives up, and becomes friendly.

In winter. I had my old insight and bad winter tires, sliding around all over the place. Needed to turn around and I just did it by spinning.

Lots of people I don’t know. I’m alone basically except for his friends.

I’m depressed. Not sure why I’m there to begin with. He leaves with his friends, I’m moping around the crowd that remained. A girl orders a peppermint tea. I replace the tea carafe even though this is like a gas station deli, and I find the tea bags were thrown in unopened.

Drifting through space outer wilds style, nothing but my suit and its thrusters.

I’ve taken it off because it was hot, have to rush to get it on because a friend notified me we had to land soon.

In the distance, a large skeleton not unlike the anglerfish, with a white hole in its mouth. Apparently we needed to find some organism that gave us something to get into the skeleton.

With my family somewhere. I make a racist joke to my father, swapping the e for a Jews to Jaws. He didn’t laugh.

Very suicidal early on. With my family, I break a wine bottle to cut myself with it. Family doesn’t try hard to help.

Practicing defense like a video game. Particular class lets one take down bugs easier.

A giant honey comb breaks a tree limb from limb. Parts land on an AC unit. Bugs start entering the house. Lisa untroubled.

Silky nutmeg ganache was a libertarian and wanted to do away with orphanages. We were in CA because I remember Lisa and her family were in the area. But then again I think we were in a mix of CA, Nebraska, and Cleveland, because someone else needed to get to campus 2, and I remarked I’d forgotten how close it was (as in how close Lincoln is to Omaha, as if campus 2 was in one of those cities)

Watching drag race with Lisa’s family. Most of them ignoring it.

Somehow Lisa and I are invited as contestants. I must have been favored somehow, because some people recognized me, and I felt like I didn’t need the introductory training.

Nevertheless we did the intro, which mainly centered on being goofy and improv. I participated with one other and mostly let them do the improv, to weak reception.

We’re getting ready for the first round, and I realize I don’t have any womenswear. Am I supposed to go out and buy it all right then? I figured I should drop out of the race, especially seeing as I’d have to shave my beard. I’m dismayed, but at least Lisa could continue. Lisa shares a moment with Rupaul referencing some 80s movie along the lines of beetle juice or some movie that she loved and knew well. At least she didn’t have to buy any clothes (lol).

We’re pursued by a fleshy monster. I carry scissors to defend myself, but it’s useless.

A titanic fleshy monster sits in a warehouse as we’re making our way to the cruise ship. We have to go through to get on. There are more people on the boat, and it seems more organized, but it is useless.

A nurse is treating someone. She remarks that this is punishment for all the people she’s killed, and that we’ve all killed. She should speak for herself, and I take the scissors and snap the base of her neck.