Getting ice cream with Lisa. She orders double chocolate. I greet the fellow, he asks something like “and what about you?”. Trying to be funny, I say “me? Oh I was born this way”, gesturing to my appearance. He was only mildly amused.

Working at a vet office, I think.

Head vet asks to bring in some stuffed taxidermied pets, we’re going to do something with them.

I have my box, it’s addressed to me and Hsing,but inside it is not correct. I guess it was packed by someone who no longer works at the vet and it was filled with sheets of what looked like panes of transparent or translucent yellowish material. It was I suppose the remains of two animals, cooked and reduced this way.

Lisa and I were on vacation maybe. We stop in a store, it’s an old video game store maybe even specifically for megaman.

I think I was ushered in by a very strange iteration of X (doesnt exist irl). I look at another character from that iteration and exclaim “wow is that supposed to be sigma?”. It looked like a bad or something, with sigma in very stylized font on the sides.

Me and three acquaintances were given a vote on whether to allow the world to end by nuke or continue on. For some reason I voted to end it.

I expected a swift end. But instead what happened was the world turned bitterly, dangerously cold. If we didn’t find fire quickly we would die. We moved from spot to spot trying to find open fires.

At home in nyc. Dreamt the fattest rat imaginable was coming down the stairs, Old Spot in hot pursuit. The rat was almost acting like a dog. Sport would try to sniff him snout to snout.

I got my bb gun and got ready to shoot the thing. It vanished but I could not see how, such a large creature in such a small space.

I dreamt of the effect a rat would have on my data loading at work, which had somehow veered into extracting things from animals. I thought about feeding this rat to a crocodile.

I’m at a work event, we’re donating blood and get burger king as a reward. The blood donation is freaky though — one guy puts a soft plastic “guide” or something on the skin and the other takes a big Bioshock needle and extracts blood. To compensate they flush you with saline, but its literally a flush there must have been a pump pushing the saline through the system very quickly. It felt refreshing though. Never got to have burger king. As I take a seat to rest a dog comes up to me and whispers in my ear that she wants to see “my new ear”. I look at the wall and it is filled with political statements I’ve made. I feel ignorant.

House with vaulted ceiling like a cathedral, many stories high. Rain starts coming down but the roof is in disrepair so water is pouring into the house, onto our bed. I try to cover the bed with more covers hoping the rain would wick off onto the floor. I wasnt worried about the floor for some reason.

I went out back to try to find binoculars in our storage shed. Everything was muddy and flooded. We had a small wooded area where the shed was, and then a little higher in elevation what appeared to be a small plot of cropland.

Arguing with Andrew again. It’s been a while, he’s shaved his head. Playing a game he wanted to play with his friends. After I left the chat was just picking apart my lack of skill. I don’t know how to play that game I was just trying to hang out.

Playing a deadpool video game but I was also being deadpool as in I had to be him, try to make jokes and stuff.

Ascending a giant ship to the top. I was acutely aware it was a game because I knew if I died I would reload, but I didn’t want the sensation of dying. I carefully made my way up past a conveyor belt full of ice to be dumped into an industrial shredder.

I had a bottle or a jar and inside was an ant queen. It took up the entire jar it was huge. It somehow got out while we were driving, I think mark and I, and we had to stop to try and find it.

Earlier dreamt that I had made coffee but went to the bathroom, and the stovetop espresso maker melted for being on the heat too long.