Dad visiting, wanting to do something so he puts on the video game Midnight Club, but not any one I’d ever played. I yelled at him, we were talking about a mathematical representation of the thrust of the video game car. Something about two motorcycles strapped together, he was suggesting the engine for the second be in a normal position and I got upset, it didn’t matter because it was just a math representation and didn’t have a real meaning.

Aliens seem to have invaded. I see crop circles in my backyard, more like tears of the kingdom impressions in the grass. I saw a small little drone flying around. There’s nothing definitive yet, publicly, but I’m conversing with a neighbor who also saw the drone, and saw the same shape. Sort of a twitter-bird shape with the head instead looking like an old-time camera with three lenses. It hovered in place, watching me. It was supremely unsettling.

In a dorm. Walking to my room. EMTs are there, want to see me. They load me onto a stretcher, place a pair of bright orange boots onto my legs, which immediately chill ice cold and freeze in place, locking my legs. We stay and talk for a while.

Second part. Romeo + Juliet on set. Tarantino directing. One of the actors flubs his lines (I have the script) while he pilots a drone to creep on a girl. I ask Lisa if Tarantino directed it this way. Anyway they bring guns out with a spotlight on the gunbearer, I guess Romeo and Tybalt are going to duel. Or something.

Lisa and I visiting NY. Were in flushing, and were looking to go to the library. We get off the subway at a particular place — we’re in flushing alright, I remark.

We find my grandmother, she asks if we’ve gotten the item from the library (there’s some sort of quest item that attaches to your wrist when you go). No I say, because we wanted to get the specific one from flushing, and not the starting item. Maybe this one was better.

Watching a theater play with family & Lisa. The stage has a dark muddy pool in the front, which the actors swim through, but when an electric current is run through it it becomes solid. I remark on it to my mom.

Strange entity after me. Some fleshy monsters pursuing me. I become invisible and intangible somehow, and float past them, rising through the ceiling. Someone who looks like Natalie Larin appears on each floor facing me as I rise through several floors. I stop to talk to her. Says something about a child who had some sort of nervous disorder.

We had been watching movies and the last movies we decided to watch were the marvel movies, I was disappointed by that. My bunk bed was on the precipice of a cliff, and I was laying face down on a plank of cliff just wide enough for my body. I was googling marvel movies to see which ones we had to see to understand the whole thing. Dreamt I saw the thing from fantastic 4 as if a scene from the movie.

Dreamt Lisa and I prepping for Christmas. On line waiting to mail letters. Letters sent by teams now. Long line through narrow corridor. Get to postal agent and she informs us of the absurd price. I get mad. We return home through thick snow. Neighbor is a strange place.

I’m driving my Corolla. Near grandmas apartment. Something bad happens and some crazy fucking lady tries to get into my car. I speed away up the hill, stopping between two people. I convince them to find out what happened with the scary lady. Hae Kim was being trafficked in a block of ice.

With my family somewhere. I make a racist joke to my father, swapping the e for a Jews to Jaws. He didn’t laugh.

Very suicidal early on. With my family, I break a wine bottle to cut myself with it. Family doesn’t try hard to help.

Practicing defense like a video game. Particular class lets one take down bugs easier.

A giant honey comb breaks a tree limb from limb. Parts land on an AC unit. Bugs start entering the house. Lisa untroubled.

Silky nutmeg ganache was a libertarian and wanted to do away with orphanages. We were in CA because I remember Lisa and her family were in the area. But then again I think we were in a mix of CA, Nebraska, and Cleveland, because someone else needed to get to campus 2, and I remarked I’d forgotten how close it was (as in how close Lincoln is to Omaha, as if campus 2 was in one of those cities)

Watching drag race with Lisa’s family. Most of them ignoring it.

Somehow Lisa and I are invited as contestants. I must have been favored somehow, because some people recognized me, and I felt like I didn’t need the introductory training.

Nevertheless we did the intro, which mainly centered on being goofy and improv. I participated with one other and mostly let them do the improv, to weak reception.

We’re getting ready for the first round, and I realize I don’t have any womenswear. Am I supposed to go out and buy it all right then? I figured I should drop out of the race, especially seeing as I’d have to shave my beard. I’m dismayed, but at least Lisa could continue. Lisa shares a moment with Rupaul referencing some 80s movie along the lines of beetle juice or some movie that she loved and knew well. At least she didn’t have to buy any clothes (lol).