Cars in the driveway but the driveway is a crumbling ruin of stone and rusted rebar. I’m worried it will fall on our cars. Lisa’s car actually has a ruinous floor above it that will surely fall soon.

Contractors are over my house. They’re a bunch of men my age, but feels like they’re high schoolers. Theres something about them here to paint, something about an eye doctor ordering dark walls for the house. I’m not entirely sure why they’re here though so I’m nervous. I ask if they can take a look at the deck while they’re here.

Super vivid. Robert living on campus, and I was expecting to go back to live at UNL for a two year graduate degree. Lisa was here touring the campus. We saw Sara the fitness trainer from PGR, but also another “fitness trainer” who was named steven but he was teaching git and he looked sort of like daniel day lewis with a pony tail. I’m thinking he was an old professor of mine. I stop to ask steven where he was teaching, what his schedule was.

Dreamt Id sent my honda insight overseas for use elsewhere. It was in india last I remembered, and I called the person wed visited and told them maybe they should just keep the car. They said a manual in india wasnt great (but the insight isnt a manual). But also that it wasnt in India, that they’d shipped it to mexico. I wasnt able to figure out how to get the car back.

In school, doing some sort of visual presentation. I was chosen by my group to dress in a womans hat and dress to present. My parents were there. I was uncomfortable but tried to be a team player. Nevertheless I was very cold and snippy to my teammates talking to me as I tried to get dressed.

I get up to the front and mom gets upset. I sit back down, defeated. The people trying to get me to do this were pikachu face surprised and were saying how it was the worst thing, how they were so sorry it happened.

I was robin williams, in a movie but also I didn’t see any cameras. I had to castrate myself. I had a set of pliers and a sharper set of pliers-scissor things. The pliers yanked everything forward and the scissor-pliers cut everything off. it was very easily done, off they came with no resistance or pain at all. I (robin) showed them to the mirror. a lack of blood, the (false) anatomy could be seen.

I dreamt of a town built into a mountain. Unspeakable horrors were beneath the mountain, and the town had commissioned droids to fight the horrors and keep them at bay.

I ask the local scientist to explain the physics of the darkness spell. Something went wrong, the droids were overrun, the horror escaped. We had to sneak around helldivers style to avoid enemies, some of whom were automotons from helldivers.

Jeff Fang was running a whale autopsy company. Jeff He was cutting as much off of a car as he could in the hope of making it fly. One of the “ugly kids” (who didn’t exist) married someone english and took their accent.

I was working at PGR still, but I guess I was in facilities because I had to fix a sagging wall in a bathroom. I guess there was a lot of water damage or something and there was gunk pooling behind the paint.

Ryan Haffey opened a new position on his team, and Ruth emailed me about it.

I also found that the owner of Nubeigel was selling their cabin/vineyard and we got the inside scoop, so Lisa and I drove out to see it. On the way we crashed into every car on the way like in a video game because the handling was so poor.

I dreamt that I was able to encode a physical piece of pork belly into a computer system. It accurately represented the object’s fundamental nature. We could use it to 3d print the pork belly and it appeared very natural, but we are limited by the technology of our time to fully reproduce the food such that it can be eaten. I presented the work to Ryan Haffey at work.

Lisa and I planning a trip. One of our main concerns is traveling with a duffel bag, will it be ok when it rains? We’re expecting torrential rains.

We’re living in the NYC house. We hear commotion outside. A tree limb snapped off one of the trees. Unsure if anyone is hurt. I continue to make espresso, because my contribution is that I can make good coffee regardless of circumstance.